Woof
I'm finding myself in this strange place of comparison with myself? Honestly, I didn't know that was a thing. Woof. Today I sit here longing for this blog to be a place for me to come and type to my hearts content. That was why I created it months ago, yet it still sits here empty. There is a part that reminds me that I once had that space in a blog 15 years ago and I let it go. no, I ran from it, because the pain of reading past thoughts was too hard. Infertility was the topic. It was supposed to be a short topic, ha, it sure wasn't. But in the process I documented every bit and connected with a huge community of women who were still on their journey, had been, or were just starting - it was a community that gave me strength and kept me connected in so many ways. Today I don't have a topic, or a specific thing that connects me to a larger community. I know that is okay. I know I have evolved in so many ways, I've worked my buns off to evolve and overcome so much. ...